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Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain every time I hear your name

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
Till I get over you

Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

When will this river of tears stop fallin
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

And so...this is what I really want to tell you now..just go ahead and pursue your future, your dream..I hope what we made last night was the right decision..Saranghae, Sarhan.

--ViviaN--
Since 120407~010709

i❤hvayn™ - Back To Second Homes

haha...both of us are going back to our 'second homes' today...he's back to kl, and in a while im going back to klg..both of us, as usual, did the 'last minute' attitude for our hmwks last night...kinda slept late, at 4am...hehe...so, nth to write, but as far as it seems, wont be online for long...so, love ya bloggie! love ya hubby!

p/s : maintaining my sanity ---> stressed

ViviaN
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i❤hvayn™ - More To Improve

i❤hvayn™ - 14 months =)

hehe..okay, the last post seemed to be on our 1st year anni, and now, it's past exactly two months...it's not that im lazy, but there's really NO TIME for me to do these things nowadays...so, i decided to post some things about myself on this blog from now on, as both of us really have no time for each other, but all the same, wad's mine is his; wad's his is mine...haha...suddenly gone all cheesy....so, after having realised that i currently dont at all live the 'im a 15 year old girl' life, i've suddenly gone all matured i think...no more the vivian who acts like a princess...oh yeah, my maid's gone, and now we do our own housework, haha..currently im in charge of the mopping, ironing, boiling (water), opening padlocks and gates (the early bird =P), and making up beds ( my forte) haha...having all sorts of debate nowadays...just been back from the HKSBP 2009 in Sekolah Menengah Seri Puteri, Cyberjaya...involved all boarding schools from Malaysia, even the ones in Sabah and Sarawak...well, although did not make quite a lot of friends ( many of them were super vain, including guys =C ), it was really a nice experience and trip though...yeah, most importantly gained knowledge on debating from the good debators.." THAT'S HOW A DEBATE SHOULD BE" this particular sentence by our teacher kept ringing in my life...ok, before the debate was my mid year examination...dont think i did really well as i was having a high fever that week, haih...erm, now doing my folio ( but slacking) haha...dn really know what to say but erm, the things between both of us have been good, except the two weeks that we had a big fight, haha...after that, sorting out whatever misunderstandings and set the line about how the two of us should behave, i think that solved everything...hmmm....will upload the video of my funny debate soon, haha...and changed my blog's song, really nice song! hmmm...well, that's for you, although you dont really read our blog...together, success will be ours! aja aja fighting!!!

ViviaN
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i❤hvayn™ - 365 Days!

hehe...okay..its our first year! i cant believe it!!!! HUBBY I LOVE YOU!!!!!! he gave me a sweet night yesterday, although the distance..thanks by, i really appreciated it....ok, the challenges that we faced was really URGH*, but in any way, it made our love stronger although it hurts sometimes, hehe....im grateful to have him, i really do! however, the priority in our love life now is study first, love second, also as important to us... he's checking in to his university, which i really want to congratulate him once again, hehe...congratulations, darling, and study hard!! such coincidences..haha..got in exactly on the 12th, wad more? hmmm....im fine in school, except that catching up the revisions and juggling time between the cocurricular activities- quite tiring....besides, smsj won the debate against STK! haha, really, i never thought that would EVER happen... their debators were like *ohmygodtheyaresopro* when i heard them speak... and i really dont know how i won the best speaker title, really shocking... the finals would be on the 20th..hmmm... hope for the best... STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! urgh. midyear examinations...teachers are really pushing me hard..haih....its a good thing, but, haih...haha...what can i do? in order to succeed, some sacrifices (like my beauty sleep) may need to be given up =)..i hope everything is well....and i miss my daddy...havent seen or heard for him for nearly a week... =.= ...he's out to singapore for work, and when he called i was napping >.<...celebrated my mom's bday with jo last friday (actual date : 9th april)..both of us treated her to pizza's...ok, that's all i think...gotta get ready (gonna go back to "prison") daa~~~ LOVE YOU SARHAN!

[a-blissfully-happy-ViviaN]
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i❤hvayn™ - My Whirlwind School Life

based on that topic...anyone from Sc Johore probably can guess what I want to say...haha...I'm so damn tired right now...there's no resting time for me... (i can post now, because i stole a bit of my studying time! '~' ) last saturday, i went for a KH district level quiz....for this coming Friday, im gonna for my SBP drama at Sc Kota Tinggi..Friday to Sunday..and on the next day, Monday (6/4/09) its our (Sc Johore's) turn to go against STK in the Kluang district debate...Im not putting much hope though, but w/o any doubt, im gonna do my best...i wont let all my efforts and the time go to waste (my studying time)...and after that, I'm probably in for the Red Cresent Society's District Level Camping =.=....enough?haha...its not yet over....there's still the choir preparation for the HAC and then, the SBP Debate..that's a good opportunity, however...But, i gotta give up half of my sem hols...big wet blankie...sobsob....maybe just before or after the debate it will be my Mid Year Examination....dont know how on earth am i going to find time to revise, this is certainly making me mad...ah, I had a perfect score for the recent UK1...haha...finally, after 2years of damn hard work, it finally pays off...corresponding to that, I got the first in the batch, something which i never expected for this year, haha... and to be honest, its kinda a good feeling...1st in the batch with a perfect score... =)..

MY MARKS:

Bahasa Melayu : 86 (good, but not satisfied )
English : 88 (VERY POOR )
Science : 85 (worst among 7)
Mathematics : 100 (first time! )
Living Skills : 96 (speechless )
Geography : 87 ( not satisfied )
History : 94 ( not satisfied )

Total Percentage : 90.86%

So, that's it =).....

Now, to my HUBBY!!!!
I miss him, no matter how busy or tired i am he still seems to be in my mind 24/7..
We still do contact each other everyday,however,
The time spent together has certainly decreased tremendously..
No matter what, our relationship is still strong..
Lastly, another 12 days will be ur 1st Year (YEAH~~)


Vivian
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i❤hvayn™ -18.o3.o9

hmmm...really bored at home....so, erm, i havent done any of my homeworks..haha...(shows that im a 'hardworking' student)....woke up at 2, ate, smsed him but rejected, haha...watched movie, had dinner, went to granny's, and back in front of my laptop again...bored bored bored....pontian's really a small town without any excitement except for family warmth...haizz...kay, so, baby anthony (uncle's baby) is confirmed to be here, in my house, for 3years...well, wad can i say? cant possibly send him to China for 3 years...education sucks there..furthermore, he needs to build up his English foundation so that life would be easier for him in Ireland when he gets back...coming next week if ticket can be purchased....ok, i will treat him the best i can, like a brother...well, always wanted one, isnt it? nothing to be frustrated about...besides that, daddy may be going to work in Ireland...sure, im gonna miss him..anyway, its all about technology nowadays, haha...there's webcam n skype...hmm..dnno wad to say anymore...i really miss Sarhan!

ViviaN
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