i❤hvayn™ - Day Hundred and Ninety Eight

both of us are home...

i dun really know what to write...

just wanted to...

I MISS HIM,

thats for sure..

busy these days,

as usual...

gonna be more,

when school reopens..

something happened between us

days ago

and it somehow changed

my view towards him

i know i shouldnt do this

but i couldnt stop it

i cant help but

not to trust him anymore

i cant help but to

keep my distance

i cant help but to

put on my self defences

maybe thats how he wants

me to be

how normal

how silent

how simple

how dull

albeit its driving me crazy

in two days time

it will be our 200th day

hmm

hope we wont quarrel

as we always do

on anniversaries

i love you

Sarhan

i really do.....



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