i❤hvayn™ - Lazy =P

omg....so lazy to go back to school....going in an hour's time...haish....cny holiday week is rly bored+relaxing but lotsa lotsa hmwks...nah, cnt be avoided, as they say, students during examination year...hehe....erm....he's doing great there, as far as i can see....however he seems stressed out but fun...hehe...anyway, glad tht he's enjoying there...i miss him though....:P..k la...pen off!gtta serve the guests =.=''''

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i❤hvayn™ - 9th Month! =D

hehe...its our 9th month being together today..maybe it may not sound long but well, i appreciate it! :P..i miss him...its tiring and lonely in school without him...everything seems so different...anyway, he's been trying his best to make me feel that he's with me...both of us are quite busy with our routines...and he's been asking me to study n study and not waste time on other things..haha..he called me yesterday, i mean at 12midnight to wish me...=D...i love you Sarhan, and i will fulfil the wish you made yesterday...muackz!hehe...okay, so in school, life is real bored and irritating...im transferred to dorm c48..thats yucky news to me in some ways, because it means that i have to climb 4levels of staircases only i can reach my dorm...(x.x)..and what's worse, is that my dorm is beside that bitch's dorm...so, with no doubt, i see her every day....in and out of dorm, toilet etc...shyte...while in academic wise, hurmmm....teacher's been pressing all of us real hard, with the never ending list of homework...haha...by the way, i was appointed as the studyroom's head for the Purnama and Segara's Princesses...haha...but i have no intention of going down there yet, because i need my beauty sleep at night..hehe...i miss him very much...very corner in this school reminds me of him...however that doesnt pull my spirit down to study, of course...i did a revision timetable as told by teacher to have a more disciplined way of studying...erm..and while i was doing that, it occured to me that PMR is only about 35+ weeks to go...how time flies!haha...the 'examination fever' has been long gone within myself...and its hard to relocate it though...trying kinda hard now...aza aza fight fight!!!hehe...while im here like this, he's seems busy too..classes, lecture, etc...i wanna support him like how he's supporting me...cause i love him!oops...gonna pen-off...going off for my next class - KH =.='''

ViviaN <3<3<3 Sarhan!!!
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i❤hvayn™ - Last Day

its the last day of my holiday at home!!!!!omg...going back to my dearest school tomorrow...haha...just being a little overly sarcastic...btw, mr.han's going to kl for 3months for his course this coming monday...going away earlier than i expected..=) my laptop sort of broke down this few days so i couldnt come online to post...well, few days ago, dont really want to remember when, we kinda had a fight...over that female [again]...ok, so both of us had our fault..eventually we stuck back to each other..but its really the last time im going to tolerate with that FEMALE..at least im not calling her a B now..but in my heart, she's always a B to me...urgh...i really hate her..ok, back to hvayn<3 ...he's been unwell these few days...luckily he's better now...wont get me so worried when he goes to kl....thank god some of his batch mates got it too....so he would at least have closer friends =D...hmm...someone once told me that couples with a age difference of 3years would always fight..haha..i think i experienced it thoroughly...the dozens of dozens of fights we had, impossible as it may seems, we always kinda get back to each other in the end....it doesnt mean that i dont like to get back to him but it's just the *urgh* feeling..somehow the situation between us will always improve after fights...because by then we would learn our mistakes....thank god....and i love him very much...i dont know how not to make him feel that im not wanting him to be 100%perfect dream guy..he keeps thinking that he's far from being perfect...but i reallly dont mind, although honestly i would love him to dote on me more but i think i saw that during the night when we fought lately...i really mean something to him although he doesnt really shows...im already contented with him...does anyone knows how what should i do to stop him from feeling inferior??it hurts to see him blaming himself and the sorries he keep making because of what he is....actually he really changed a lot for me...and i appreciate it...=D..thanks for loving me, Sarhan!

ViviaN
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