Saturday, January 3, 2009

i❤hvayn™ - Last Day

its the last day of my holiday at home!!!!!omg...going back to my dearest school tomorrow...haha...just being a little overly sarcastic...btw, mr.han's going to kl for 3months for his course this coming monday...going away earlier than i expected..=) my laptop sort of broke down this few days so i couldnt come online to post...well, few days ago, dont really want to remember when, we kinda had a fight...over that female [again]...ok, so both of us had our fault..eventually we stuck back to each other..but its really the last time im going to tolerate with that FEMALE..at least im not calling her a B now..but in my heart, she's always a B to me...urgh...i really hate her..ok, back to hvayn<3 ...he's been unwell these few days...luckily he's better now...wont get me so worried when he goes to kl....thank god some of his batch mates got it too....so he would at least have closer friends =D...hmm...someone once told me that couples with a age difference of 3years would always fight..haha..i think i experienced it thoroughly...the dozens of dozens of fights we had, impossible as it may seems, we always kinda get back to each other in the end....it doesnt mean that i dont like to get back to him but it's just the *urgh* feeling..somehow the situation between us will always improve after fights...because by then we would learn our mistakes....thank god....and i love him very much...i dont know how not to make him feel that im not wanting him to be 100%perfect dream guy..he keeps thinking that he's far from being perfect...but i reallly dont mind, although honestly i would love him to dote on me more but i think i saw that during the night when we fought lately...i really mean something to him although he doesnt really shows...im already contented with him...does anyone knows how what should i do to stop him from feeling inferior??it hurts to see him blaming himself and the sorries he keep making because of what he is....actually he really changed a lot for me...and i appreciate it...=D..thanks for loving me, Sarhan!

ViviaN
i❤hvayn™

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